January 2011
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History repeats itself
again and again, until we are reduced to nothing.
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All I want to do is get drunk and not be alone for...
December 2010
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Tonight, it’s been made very, very clear to me that I made too many wrong choices at this point to turn back. All my pride has done is made me hate, made me feel resentful, made me despondent. I don’t care much about anything other than myself. But tonight, I realized that you don’t, either. I pushed away all the people in my life who ever cared about me. I pushed away the people...
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Like always.
I am winter and its white hands; shaking, miserable. Watching the clock with anxious, dirt brown eyes, my face like a million faces put together all wrong, feeling sick like I always do, curious like I always am, weighted by impossibility. I can feel you getting tired of me, breath by crystallized breath, cigarette after cigarette. I can feel you and I wonder (I always wonder) if you remember like...
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Delores.
A year ago today, one of the most beautiful, loving, compassionate, intelligent, and interesting people I have ever had the pleasure to know passed away. I want to express how much I miss her and love her, but adequate words have escaped me. The only measurable thing I can say is I love you, Oma. I miss you. I think of you every day. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas, wherever you may be.
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Merry Christmas (Eve)
May you wake up in the morning with high hopes and light hearts and fall asleep feeling warm. I want for all of you to look past the corrupt nature of the season, all the commercialism and consumerism, all of the mass-marketing and badness, and enjoy the family time, the love, the hot cocoa and red gift-wrap, wound golden ribbon, the smell of pine needles and cinnamon, the classic christmas...
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rusty-diamonds-deactivated20110 asked: I went to read the article about the man with HIV who got cured but the link didn't work :/
rather disappointed
rather disappointed
Craigslist: A Letter to My Dead Girlfriend →
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The world is strange.
I post an article about the first case of a man being cured of HIV, it gets a couple likes. I post an “artsy” photo of a stranger, it gets a hundred likes and reblogs. If you were wondering why I am so misanthropic, now you know.
HIV positive man cured.
I am speechless.
Read the article here
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Beautiful but sad creatures, we are. The words that come out of our mouths are dry and ill-meaning. We spend days we could spend living wishing we were dead. We sleep through the sunrise. We waste our talents, project ourselves through media outlets, forget how to speak out loud. We procrastinate. We demean ourselves. Casual sex, cigarettes, caffeine, cancer, cancer, cancer. To that I say wake up;...
“There’s nothing new under the sun. All the roads lead to Rome. And people...”
– John Lennon
“I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively...”
– Sylvia Plath
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All I ask for is
coffee in the morning, soft sheets, interesting conversation, gripping films, moving books, someone who appreciates poetry, open-mindedness, friends who are like family, cigarettes that don’t cause cancer, a job that doesn’t feel like a job, the ability to wake up without wishing I hadn’t woken up, good music, intelligence, literature without pretentiousness, a greater amount of...
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Some of us are born with weights anchored in our chests, and I embrace my rough edges as much as I do my soft ones.
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Good Karma. →
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I'm looking forward to Christmas
because it’s an excuse.
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I'm just sick of feeling angry all the time.
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“But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity...”
– Mark Twain
marvelatmuseums asked: Ohhh! You like art?
Finally, another art fanatic!
Finally, another art fanatic!
untilthehorizonends asked: I just wanted to comment how the contours of the nymphs' bodies in the painting you just posts suggests sexual urgency and the likely hood of causing awkward conversations
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